Today after I got off the phone with my girlfriend I felt really good.. it makes me feel happy when I know I can make her laugh and smile like I do.

Then, tonight while I was checking my myspace I looked back at some of her "Mood" tag lines.. and they all sounded so horrible.. like she was ready to kill herself over losing him.. it made me feel a little sick knowing that before, such a good friend of mine felt like that and I had no idea -_-

Then.. I looked at some of her more recent ones.. ever since she got together with me.. and progressively, they all sounded like they were getting better..

But the one that really got me.. was the one RIGHT before I ever asked her out.. it said..

"Things were better today, the smile was real. He makes me smile without trying, without knowing."

At that moment.. I forgot about her ever being my "friend"..

Those times I made her laugh just to see her smile.

Those times where I'd wait with her after 7th period just so she wouldn't be alone.

The times where she'd give me a hug and I accepted that it was only in a friendly manner.

When I was only her friend..

Now I'm her boyfriend.. and suddenly.. I feel really happy..